If Only Storks Brought Babies

Alright, so it’s been a while, I’m working more than I thought I would. With Christmas around the corner, countless doctor’s appointments, and life in general my writing has taken a hit.

The good newwww.storks.com .au  300x225 If Only Storks Brought Babiess is, I’ve been healthy, really healthy. I added a small bit of  Synthroid (T4) to my ginormous Cytomel (T3) dose and (fingers crossed) it seems to be working.

I haven’t felt this good, during the fall months, in years.

That’s all I’m going to say for now— I don’t want to jinx it!

What else can I tell you? Well…the whole baby-making adventure has been a gong show. We finally have my primary doctor on board, but when we went for our initial consult with the OBGYN it didn’t go as planned. She told us getting pregnant would be extremely dangerous and that we needed to hold off  trying to conceive.

She didn’t know enough about my illness to let us move forward. Ugh!!

So here’s where we’re at:

  • We can’t work with the American Neuroendocrinologist anymore because we’re Canadian and it’s a huge liability, not to mention expensive. Or at least that’s what they tell us.
  •  The OBGYN is sending me to a Women’s Hospital  in January to meet with a “specialist”. I’m freaked, in my experience these so-called “specialists” are big ole idiots. They say stuff like, Thyroid Resistance doesn’t exist and that I’m going to die. Nice, huh?
  • My GP has sent my case history to another specialist (Yes, another specialist) to see if he is willing to work with us and take on my complicated illness.

At this point all we can do is wait. I’m petrified I will never be able to physically have a baby and it’s weighing heavy on my mind. My illness has taken a lot from me and I would be devastated if it took this too.

Time will tell.

xoxo Ashley

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A Case of the Sick Face

It is one thing to feel sick, it is another to look sick. I’ve written before on how hard it is for me to look at photos of myself from times when I’ve been ill and I wish I could tell you I’m too zen now to let it bother me…I’m not. you are beautiful 300x199 A Case of the Sick Face

I’ve been feeling well lately but I am in constant fear that the heavier, puffier, paler version of myself could make an appearance at any time. And before you know it I’m trying to force 10lbs of sugar into a 5lb bag (or jeans) that fit just one week ago.  Damn you hormones!

I know I’m not the only one who feels this way, those of us living with a chronic illness are forced to deal with our “body image”  sooner or later. At times we can look like someone else, someone we don’t recognize in the mirror;  our changing appearance can be caused by medications, treatments or just the illness itself.

In one of my favorite books chronically ill Dr. Naomi Remen writes on how she goes up and down dress sizes depending on her medications. Over a year she can weigh varying amounts and her closet accommodates for this.  Amen, sister.

I don’t have an easy solution to deal with your body image, it is something I’m still working on. But I do know this: the people who truly love you pay little attention to your physical appearance. They see your sense of humor, your kindness, your thoughtfulness, they see what makes you, you and that can never be taken away by illness.

Readers, how do you deal with looking ill?

xoxo Ashley

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Overcoming Feelings of Hopelessness

A lovely lady by the name of Allison contacted me in early September in the hopes of contributing her expertise to Searching for Health. I, of course, was happy to oblige and continue to encourage anyone interested in guest posting to contact me.

So, who is this guest blogger? Allison is a writer for psychologydegree.net and has been a curious student of psychology since high school. She brings her understanding of the mind to work in the weird world of internet marketing.avalisa green hope 225x300 Overcoming Feelings of Hopelessness

When our bodies are compromised, we struggle with them. Maybe you feel betrayed that your body won’t allow you to move the way you used to, or you feel frustrated that getting sick is a lot easier than it was before. It doesn’t take a psychology degree to know that coping with such a significant change is incredibly difficult. Whether you’ve had to reduce your work hours because of your condition, or you can’t run with your kids the way you used to be able to, there’s no need to feel hopeless.

If you’ve been diagnosed with a chronic illness, know that there are still ways for you to be useful and involved with your local community despite your diagnosis.

Step One: Get Involved With Others Who Have Your Diagnosis

What do Michael Douglass, Michael Hall, and John Kerry all have in common? They all have/had cancer. Yet, they’re still actively living their lives despite their chronic, long-term illness. Find a local support group that helps people with your diagnosis. Getting involved with others that know intimately what you’re going through. Avoid isolation by giving yourself something to look forward to. Get out and be active.

Step Two: Volunteer in your community

Even if you can’t work regular hours because of your diagnosis, you can still volunteer. There are many excellent types of volunteer jobs that are out there. Many people who have been diagnosed with a chronic illness use the time to do the volunteering they wanted to do when they were younger but were unable to.

If you can work, do so. Whether you find part-time work or a position that allows flexible hours, earning an income can help you feel better about your self-worth and ability to contribute to the household. You might not even have to leave your home to get a job, either. There are thousands of legitimate jobs available on the internet that you can do right from your home.

Step Three: Stay connected with family and loved ones

If you have been diagnosed with a chronic illness, let family and loved ones know. You’ll need their support, and if they know your condition, they’ll be able to accommodate any mobility or emotional issues you might encounter.

Step Four: Keep yourself happy and healthy

This is the perfect time to discover what relaxes you. Getting involved in activities that you enjoy is a great way to keep yourself in shape and keep your body relaxed. Remember to engage in exercise and eat well.

Though depressive episodes are unpleasant bumps in the road, those with chronic illness are more likely than the general population to develop major depression. In fact, one-third of those with a chronic illness will develop the mental disorder. The most important thing you can do is monitor your mental well-being. If you feel your attitude changing, contact professional help who can help you negotiate this transition in your life.

 It’s not always easy staying positive after being diagnosed with chronic illness. By keeping yourself involved in your local community, engaging in active exercise, and staying close to family and friends, you can maintain your health and lower your chance of developing depression.

 

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End of Summer?

Has it really been over a month since I last posted? Holy cow! You’ll have to beach summer end web 370x229 300x184 End of Summer?forgive me— life has been busy.

Today is the first day back to school in my city, which means summer is coming to an end and the amount I’ve been working is also slowing down.

You may remember how nervous I was to go back to work and after my “little incident” I was beyond anxious.

Would I faint at work? Would I physically be able to do my job? Would the long days put too much pressure on my body? Would I get sick?

The good news is I didn’t get sick (I’ve been feeling quite healthy— more on that later) and best of all I fell in love with the job.

I originally went back to work to get out of the house  and make some mula (blogging doesn’t always pay well) what I didn’t expect was to have a wonderful time doing so.

I work with elementary aged children and it’s fantastic. I have so much fun, get paid well and even though some days I come home tired it’s a fulfilling tired that I haven’t experienced before.

Life is good and I’m happy to be back sharing it with all of you.

xoxo Ashley

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I’m Back…Sort of

It’s been ages. I went from writing 5 days a week to hardly writing at all. Why? Things have gotten a little hectic, to say the least.

anxiety fainting 300x199 Im Back...Sort ofIf you follow me on Twitter you may have seen my most recent tweets and noticed all the “stuff” that has been going on in my life lately.

I’ve had a lot of doctors appointments, been getting ready to go back to work and have been under copious amounts of stress (slightly self-inflicted).

Last Monday, after a particularly intense week prior to, I was reading in bed when I decided to let my hubby sleep and finish my book in another room. I was feeling anxious, weak and fatigued but thought nothing of it — I had been feeling that way on and off for a few days.

I tried to make my way to the door, but blacked out before I got there.

I slowly came to on the floor feeling nauseous and filled with fear. What had happened? My husband was crouched over me assuring me it was going to be OK, as he spoke with the 911 operator in a shaky voice.

My husband told the operator that I had lost consciousness and appeared to have had some sort of small seizure. I lay in place on the carpet, scared to move, until the paramedics arrived.

(Props to my husband for keeping me calm and being so supportive.)

The paramedics checked my vitals and blood sugar and transported me in the ambulance to the hospital. My husband and I spent a few hours in the emergency room as they took my blood and did an EKG. Continue reading

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The Winner of Love & Other Drugs

Happy Friday! I am so glad, after this crazy week, that the weekend is here. And to make this weekend even more wonderful it’s my hubby’s 29th birthday tomorrow.

I was a little disappointed that I didn’t get more entries for this contest, but like I always say, “It’s the quality, not the quantity.”

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A big thank you to all who entered—I loved reading your comments and suggestions.

And the winner of the Love & Other Drugs DVD is…Janice. Congratulations!


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Contest: Win a Copy of Love & Other Drugs

91tddVdvAKL. AA1500  300x300 Contest: Win a Copy of Love & Other DrugsLast week I wrote my 100th post. Wow. I think we should celebrate with another contest; we’re overdue, aren’t we?

If you follow Searching for Health on Twitter you’ll know how much the movie Love & Other Drugs meant to me—I even wrote about it in a previous post.

If you haven’t seen it yet and are dealing with a chronic illness you are missing out. It’s fantastic!

Darlings, how could I resist giving away a copy of this amazing movie?

Interested in winning a DVD copy of Love & Other Drugs?

Here’s how:(You’ll need to do both  steps)

  • Show me some love via Twitter or Facebook by providing a link to Searching for Health. (@searchin4health) if you’re tweeting.
  • Leave a comment below on how you would improve Searching for Health or what you would change.

Contest closes Friday, July 15th. Good luck!